Y Junction

Life is hard! But nothing is easy...
I have been struggling in my working life.
A lot of thoughts have crossed my mind.

I thought this is the best chance and the best time to go for a change.
But, not really a good offer!
It's time to make an important decision.
This has made the current situation tougher!

If you were me, which one would you take?
A.An OK pay, calm, stable and non-challenging job;
OR
B.A very low pay with allowance plus commission (unstable pay), frequent outstation to oversea, high risk, high challenging, high tension job.

If they would offer me the consolidate between A pay and B tasks, then it's perfect!
But, life won't be perfect.
This is the problem.

At the Y junction now.
To be honest,I don't want to miss the chance that I keen on,
but the challenging is way too high for a noob like me!
For the current job, the pay is not so bad but the task is suck!
What should I do???
Kindly advise me if you could.
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