Living frugally

I have been counting down to the last day of my au pair contract.
About 45 days to go...
It isn't that long though, just can't wait for my ultimate west coast trip!

The only thing I know pretty well right now is: I AM
Short of time, short of money!
I am trying hard to keep myself at the attic most of the time.
TV and laptop are the best tools for me to fight with the bore.
I comfort myself with Walmart's squeaky slogan- Save money, Live better.
It's worth to sacrifice self entertainment to swap for a quality vacation.

However,my pocket money is keep shrinking.
As too many necessary expenses are going on!
Travel insurance, flight tickets, train ticket, travel package,
souvenirs for family & friends, personal items and bla bla bla...

I am sort of overwhelming and depressed!
Too many things hang in my mind at once.
Just too much!!!
I try to concentrate on something,
but sometimes the inner voice will pop out to distract me to do something else.
I am completely devastated!
I have no idea what should I focus on now...

All of these literally lead me to the dream factory at night.
I couldn't sleep well recently.
What the heck!!!